I just want to scream and yell to the fucking tree tops.
i want to tell him yes i'm still in love with him and it only took me an whole 4 months to realize it.
i want to yell and say i'm a complete fucking idiot and i want forgiveness.
I jsut want to tell him everything,
but i can't because of her.
She'll ruin everything for me.
in fact, she's the only things keeping me from him right now.
If it weren't for her,
maybe he wouldn've come back to me by now.
i have no idea anymore.
And this is the only place where i can openly vent because the only people who read this would never breathe a word to anyone should they firgure out who i'm talking about.
then again, it's pretty obvious, isn't it?
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